I always thought that I can change the world. Maybe I can. Surely I can. I can change myself but I can only TRY to change others. It is not a liability on me that they SHOULD change, it is my bestest effort which counts the most. After all, you can tell people, convince them to change but it is in their hands to act accordingly or not. And with each one of those who act accordingly and change, you change the world one step a time and surely changing the world at large.

Sometimes it feels like I am not real,
my body doesn’t exist.
Nor is this world.
It feels like everything is illusion.
As if I am in a flashback mode,
and my eyes are like a projector
projecting nostalgia.

Wishing you all a very
Happy and Joyous Navroz
and Jash-e-Eid-e-Miladun Nabi

http://www.chowk.com/articles/10439

H.O.P.E. upsized!!!

I so miss reading novels and writing short stories and articles. I should take some time out and resume. But the asal masla is that I don’t even have time to study =P

So I have passed two more papers of ACCA by the grace of God. Job is going pretty good. The schedules are hectic as ever. God has helped me and I am one step closer towards my dream. I know He will help me for sure and do whatever is in best interest.

Though I can spare 10 mins everyday to write a blog post, actually it takes even less but is it worth it. Am I interested to log my life? Maybe. Are people interested to read these going-nowhere blog posts ? I don’t think so. This is the reason I don’t feel motivated enough to type it all. I am pondering over idea to restart my HOPE blog on daily basis and abadndon this or maybe update both of them. What do you thing?

Until next time, ciao!

Asma thinks that I am dead because I am not updating my blog and Dehog is now sick of listening to my topis of updating the blog time and again.

So here I am writing back to my wonderful readers :D

I wanted to say so much since the last blog post and it would have been a long post to write but the irony is that I have forgotten everything that I wished to write except some things:

1. Karachi University isn’t suitable place to give any exams whatsoever. They have very bad exam administration which can even resort to casual swearing. The chairs are made of wooden carton boxes. Tables are dented and filthy. Dust is in abundance and the tents can fall any time. Thank God my exams are over there. See you next year UOK/KU.

2. My ACCA exams were okay and now I am in fear of my results. Prayers wanted. I need to pass these two papers.

3. I have finally started my first job. Lets hope there is wide scope to learn and do a lot of work. Life is hectic but I guess I will cope up.

4. Sometimes I feel I am suffering from bi-polar syndrome, but the real problem is I am highly optimistic and moderately realistic.

5. Though we think life isn’t going our way but still it is better than of many others so always be thankful.

6. Does being thankful mean that stop being ambitious?

7. Isn’t life all about taking chances.. if they are intelligent chances.. YES!!

8. I have dream. I want this rather I wish it. God will help. HE will do whatever is in my best interest. I so believe in this :)

I guess this is enough for today.

Tagged by Asma Jee

Before I proceed, here are the rules,
1. Link to the person that tagged you, and post the rules on your blog. Done
2. Share 7 random and/or weird facts about yourself. Done
3. Tag 7 random people at the end of your post, and include links to their blogs. Hell ya!
4. Let each person know that they’ve been tagged by leaving a comment on their blog. Pagal samjha hai. I am in middle of exam preparation or maybe faking it.
Anyway I’m not all rules-obeying-person.

If you are a heart patient or have signs of prejudice viral infection, please leave now or you can continue.

1. I love color orange. I just adore it. I am now finding blue as a very neutral and boring color. Once I had a full wadrobe filled with blue shirts. Once a friend asked, ‘tumhare paas koi aur rang ke kapde nahi hai.. aaj bhi blue!’

2. I love cockroaches and the mess in general. Nobody can entire my room without getting shocked and make my mom feeling embarrassed. I never care.

3. I had my eye-brow pierced but it didnt last long. I miss it. Now I want electric blue streaks.

4. People say I am nerd + serious + wacky person. Yes I am actually. I want to do so much in life that sometimes people see me as dedicated and I find myself confused.

5. I love art films especially short films. Yes that makes me mad.

6. I don’t like playing any sport. Except the indoor ones like scrabble, dabu etc.

7. I hate cutting my nails and everybody then complains. I don’t have the freaking time man.

I did this tag before too but I can’t trace the link now.

So, I hereby tag first seven commenters. Lol either people won’t comment or they might already have done this. Btw my blog isn’t that popular so no worries =p

Ciao!!

Chhan Se Jo Tute Koi Sapna, Jag Soona Soona Laage
Koi Rahe Na Jab Apna, Jag Soona Soona Laage
Jag Soona Soona Hai Toh Yeh Kyun Hota Hai
Jab Yeh Dil Rota Hai, Roye Sisak Sisak Ke Hawaayein, Jag Soona Laage

Chhan Se Jo Tute Koi Sapna, Jag Soona Soona Laage
Koi Rahe Na Jab Apna, Jag Soona Soona Laage Re

Roothi Roothi Saari Raatein, Phike Phike Saare Din
Viraani Si Viraani Hai, Tanhaayi Si Tanhaayi Hai
Aur Ik Hum Pyaar Ke Bin Har Pal
Chhan Se Jo Tute Koi Sapna, Jag Soona Soona Laage
Koi Rahe Na Jab Apna, Jag Soona Soona Laage

Patthron Ki Iss Nagari Mein, Pattha Chehre, Patthar Dil
Phirta Hai Maara Maara Kyun Raahon Mein Tu Aawaara
Yahaan Na Hoga Kuchh Haasil, Mere Dil
Chhan Se Jo Tute Koi Sapna, Jag Soona Soona Laage
Koi Rahe Na Jab Apna, Jag Soona Soona Laage
Jag Soona Soona Hai Toh Yeh Kyun Hota Hai
Jab Yeh Dil Rota Hai, Roye Sisak Sisak Ke Hawaayein, Jag Soona Laage
Chhan Se Jo Tute Koi Sapna, Jag Soona Soona Laage
Koi Rahe Na Jab Apna, Jag Soona Soona Laag Re
Soona Laage Re Mohe
OST: Om Shanti Om
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Main Kabhi Batlata Nahin
Par Andhere Se Darta Hoon Main Maa
Yun To Main,Dikhlata Nahin
Teri Parwaah Karta Hoon Main Maa
Tujhe Sab Hain Pata, Hain Na Maa
Tujhe Sab Hain Pata,,Meri Maa

Bheed Mein Yun Na Chodo Mujhe
Ghar Laut Ke Bhi Aa Naa Paoon Maa
Bhej Na Itna Door Mujkko Tu
Yaad Bhi Tujhko Aa Naa Paoon Maa
Kya Itna Bura Hoon Main Maa
Kya Itna Bura Meri Maa

Jab Bhi Kabhi Papa Mujhe
Jo Zor Se Jhoola Jhulate Hain Maa
Meri Nazar Dhoondhe Tujhe
Sochu Yahi Tu Aa Ke Thaamegi Maa

Unse Main Yeh Kehta Nahin
Par Main Seham Jaata Hoon Maa
Chehre Pe Aana Deta Nahin
Dil Hi Dil Mein Ghabraata Hoon Maa
Tujhe Sab Hai Pata Hai Naa Maa
Tujhe Sab Hai Pata Meri Maa

Main Kabhi Batlata Nahin
Par Andhere Se Darta Hoon Main Maa
Yun To Main,Dikhlata Nahin
Teri Parwaah Karta Hoon Main Maa
Tujhe Sab Hain Pata, Hain Na Maa
Tujhe Sab Hain Pata,,Meri Maa
OST: Taare Zameen Par

I am FAT again and it is putting a very negative toll over my body, health and clothes. And now I am worried. I am worried about everything. My weight, my exams, my career and everything. I am completely messed up, ALL BECAUSE OF ME!!!

I won’t be saying anything about EMERGENCY because Pakistan has been in the state of emergency since 1947. Our leaders haven’t done much. Democracy has failed numerous times. Tailored Democracy will be better. Musharraf has done pretty good for Pakistan and also done a lot of bad by taking decisions at the wrong time - pretty late. He goes into extreme sides. He needs to get into moderation. He can do a lot if he wants to. He Don’t compromise on Defense but you can still lower that fact, discipline the media because it has created anormous confusion on political and religious grounds, just kill the bloody mullahs, invest more on education and health which masses need and it is the only way you can ensure future growth.

God bless!

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